Emotionally Drained.

This is a random blog but I just feel like I need to get some issues off my chest. This past week has been hell for me. At one point I really didn't know what to do seriously. Got into an arguement with my dad then to top that off got into it with the bf which might have been the straw for him. I'm just a confused mind that don't know what she wants at times. I was in the moment and started just letting my emotions take over and said some hurtful things to him which I regret and want to take back so bad but I can't. I can only hope that he forgives me and understand that it was out of fustration and really didn't come from the heart. So I decided its time I start letting things go and not allowing stuff to get to me because once I do it always end up bad at the end. Right now i'm just sitting back and just relaxing. I love him dearly and I don't want to lose him but now its his choice and I think I've said enough already. My mouth can get me in so much trouble and I really do need to learn how to control it. Sometimes I let my anger take over and I just start saying things and thats not cool. Look what happened now. I can only put things in God's hand. He can take care of it better than I can...

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