letter to my crush.

 ok so i'm doing the 30 day letter challenge over on my tumblr which i love so much now, sorry blogger lol. anyways i had to do a letter to my crush and of course i picked him <3 who else would i pick lol. i decided to share it with you guys

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Dear Odoom,
i remember when we got together back in march. i never thought i would actually like you the way i did and it came as a shock to both me and you. we have been through so much already. from your ex girl spreading rumors to everyone trying to break us up. who would of thought that by joining the girls soccer team we would get close. everyone was shocked by the end of the season when they found out we were together lol. what shocked them the most was the fact i was nigerian and you was ghanaian. plus you had no problem broadcasting the dislike you have for nigeria lol. as i said before take your ass back to the equator! i remember after one of my soccer games that you came to, we were still just talking, you asked me if i had a ride home when i get back to the school. i said i don’t know yet haven’t called my mom. you then said well i can take you. so i get on the bus and i get a txt from you saying i can ride with you. so i took my stuff and rode back home with you and WE GOT LOST! mr. i know the way lol. Remember when we left school and drove to fayetteville to see all the white people’s house and you said we were going to get one in that city. then we saw this HUGE house and we almost got into an accident because you was soo shocked lol. aye we ain’t use to that in CP lol. Remember when i stayed to watch one of your games and afterwards i rode the bus back home with you guys and you refused to allow anyone to sit next to me and then you plop down right there. we talked the whole ride and out of no where you kissed me (our first kiss). i remember the morning the doorbell ring and it was the fedex lady with a package for me. long and beyond mr. odoom went and bought me an ipod touch to compensate for my nano that got stolen at school. i was like i know he didn’t lol. you knew not to tell me because i would of said no to you spending your money like that. i remember you would always ask me after school what i wanted to eat and i’ll say that i’m fine. you will tell your friends they getting a McChicken at McDonalds but i can get anything i want anywhere and they was mad lol. You remember one of our first dates, the paintball arena. awhh man that was sooo much fun. i’m glad i went with you. everything just went perfect. you said “D, i need you” and i told you naw you don’t need me you just want me. need is a strong word. you said believe me i need you, you so different from everybody else and then you said do you need me. i told you naw but i want you. i can always do without. it was like i crushed your hopes and i felt bad. man i can go on for days with stories. both funny and sad. we been through so much in these short 4 months.
we fell hard for each other then you hit me with the worst part of it all. after you graduate you going to the marines for basic training. i just didn’t want to believe that you had to leave for 3 months and the guy that i am accustomed to seeing just about everyday is now GONE. i told you how we should of talked after you came back instead of now because it hurts. you told me naw then i risk the chance of someone taking you. so now i’m missing you like crazy. its like i’m angry you left me but then again i’m glad you doing something you truly want. i can’t wait until September come so i can see you once again and kiss you. no one approves of our relationship and i’m tired of people saying i can do better. wtf! you one of the best bfs i’ve ever had. just know ima be here for you when you get back and i know you say that this is the hardest thing you ever done in your life but hang in there. you’ll make it through then you can come back home. i’m waiting on your next letter. i love you my ghanaian =)
Yours Truly.

You deserve more.

Last night I stayed on the phone with one of my close friends and was just talking about life and things that were going on this summer. Then she brought up her "ex" boo who at this point I do not really like at this point because I feel she deserves better. Well a couple of weeks ago everything was going smoothly with them then he went out of town. On one of those days I was over her house and my bf called me so I tell him where I'm at and one of her guy friends (nothing more) was with us also. Jokingly my bf was like damn he goes out of town and she already has another nigga over and we just laughing and she going along with his shananigans. He then says I'm call your bf and tell him, she said go right ahead. So he ended up texting him and I guess this negro really believed it. So he text her getting real smart with her. Then out of nowhere he says "Fuck you". Whoaaaa now, you don't tell your gf that over something like that while you know not a damn thing. So I tell my bf and he like damn I thought he knew I was just playing. So I made him call her bf and let him know that it was all a joke, but still he continued to cuss at her and then broke up with her. Now at this point I'm thinking hmmm I think he needed an excuse to break up with you to begin with. You just don't get mad like that and break up with a person. Now mind you he is still out of town while all of this is going on. I'm comforting her and telling her don't worry he will come to his senses and don't stress over it. Next day, one of her friends who also is close to her bf sent her a pic that her bf's brother took of him and some girl like cuddling on the trip. Then she starts believing that he was cheating on her with the girl on the trip and broke up with her as an excuse to continue what he do.

So he finally come back in town and they both live in the same neighborhood and share many mutual friends. He came back and didn't even say anything to her. When she was outside with the rest of the neighborhood he was inside and when she goes inside he comes out. So they finally text and she asks him why is did he break up with her. Yall want to hear this nigga's excuse. Okay well here it goes. "It's complicated. I do love you and care about you, but I just can't explain why I broke up with you".....straight BULL! When she told me this I'm like he really lost his mind. He asked her to please stop asking him why and that it hurts him too...get outta here!!! Well Saturday she text me and tells me that he came over her house. He asked if he could come and she said yeah. So she told him that she really wants to know why he broke up with her. He says "He can't stand when other guys look and her and talk about what they want to do with her". I'm like but you have her, that's your gf! Do you really think that breaking up with her will help you deal with your petty insecurities??? He has to be lying, he really making up stuff at this point. He then askes her to help him get over that insecurity and she said yeah she will help. So he then proceeds to make moves on her then he crossed the line............THE MOFO PULLED OUT A CONDOM! I couldn't believe it, he really is full of shit. So I'm like please tell me you didn't give in to him and she says naw she didn't. Then I was like don't ever give him the perks he had when he was in a relationship with you because then its like why get back with her if we do the same thing regardless. She was like yeah you right, then the she tells me he hasn't texted or called her since Saturday. When he was leaving he asked her if she still had her old tmobile phone because his was messed up and she gave it to him and told him to text her and he said yeah. Now he really have no excuse being that he does have a working phone.

I just feel like he is using her and I don't like that. It makes me want to call him and say a few words. Don't play with the girl heart, either you in or you out: pick one. I know she seriously love him but I don't feel like the feelings are quite mutual. I do wish he grows up and she moves on to some one that will treat her well. She deserves way more.

Aaliyah - 4 Page Letter

I had to put up this song! Goes exactly with what I'm doing right now before I go to sleep. I'm mailing it to him tomorrow morning =)

Facebook: How you are slowing irking me!

I just had to make this post tonight because I am just about fed up with it!!! All this like my status and I'll tell you my like, dislike, and confession ish is getting to me. It has definitely plagued my facebook, I don't know about you guys. This all started one night when one mofo was bored and couldn't go to sleep. (summer makes facebook extremely active!) Anyways this negro probably decided hey let me play a game with my facebook friends since I have nothing else to do with my life and the first Like my status... was updated. I wish I could just slap the person!! At first it was cool, just a friendly game until it turned into the only thing people do on there now. No more quality statuses anymore just promotions to get people to like their status. Then the like my status and I will rate you! Seriously man they are messing up the quality of facebook. So I have transitioned a bit more on the Twitter side. I don't have time to be going on there and writing on people's wall (most I don't even know personally) things I like and dislike about them. I mean really though is it that important that you like everyone's status. Then some people get over 90 likes....WHO ABOUT TO WRITE ON ALL THEM PEOPLE'S WALL?! I logged on tonight and I'm greeted by a whole bunch of foolishness. geeshhhhhhhh! Ok I think I'm fine now, just have to take a break from that site for a while. Twitter it will be then! Follow me if you have one, I do follow back:

Twitter.com/NnennaRose

Ooh and I got a call today from my love's sister saying he finally wrote them and wanted her to give me his address so I can write him. Best believe as soon as I got home I began to write. Turned out I had a lot on my mind so I instead typed it! lol. Gosh I'm on my second page Times New Roman, 12 with no double space. He about to be like what the heck but hey he did leave me alone for the Marines so he better read and enjoy lol

Harry Potter!

My friend can't really stand the Twilight Series. She says that she is fed up with people comparing it to the Harry Potter Series which she LOVES. I myself adores the whole Twilight Saga so I'm like girl hushh and admit something is taking Harry Potter's place. Being that I have never watched a single Harry Potter movie nor read one of the books she told me I should try it first before I speak. So I made her a promise that I will at least give it a try. If I didn't like the first one then I'm condemning the rest lol. Well yesterday I sat and watched the first ever Harry Potter and drum roll please................................................ i loved it! lol. I called her and was like girl Twilight don't have shidd on this and of course she told me I told you so. So after watching the first one I just had to watch the second (mainly because my sister said that's one of the best ones). Afterwards I had to take a break from Harry, so I will continue today. Probably will watch at least one

By the end of summer I will be ready for the new movie to come out. All caught up and everything =)

Still a Twilight fan though!

missing him.

I truly miss my guy =(

Can September come any faster or at least August so school can start && I have volleyball to occupy my time...[sigh]

"Everytime [he] leaves it's my heart that [he's] taking from me"

-Trey Songz >> Yo Side of the Bed

I MISS YOU !

change is good.

Guess what everyone! I have made up my mind that I do want to cut my hair sometime next year. I want it to be like a over with high school transitioning into woman hood type thing lol. I spoke to one of my good friends last night and told him about it and he had the nerves to say I don't like women that shave their head. Whoaaaa now, Nnenna not shaving her head. (calm down). I want a short hairstyle but not too short though, I still want some hair follicles on my head. So I told him I would try and look up some pictures this morning of the type of hairstyle I have in mind. I reminded him that if it don't look good I can always get a weave and just let my hair grow out (IT'S JUST HAIR!).

I really do want to cut it but first I have to find the right style and also the right person to do it. Might have to wait until I go to Boston and my cousin's hairstylist give me her opinion!

call it a lesson learned.

Yesterday for one of the first times ever I went to church was payed attention like never before! It was as if the Pastor was speaking to me personally and the issues I was facing in life. My whole mind-set has changed in a way for the better. I'm always trying to better myself as an individual because change can be a good thing not always bad.This is the status that I put up on facebook && I got a lot of messages telling me how good it was:

You always going to have people that don't like you, even ones that plot against you but always remember there are those who would love to see you succeed. Give your enemies a show while pleasing the ones you love in the process!

Another quote that I read and loved was:

Worrying is letting God know that you don't trust him!

Time for me to stop worrying about the simple things and live my life, keeping God first! =)