crushing <3.

omg i think i have a new crush but i’m not sure if this is the right person to be crushing on.
last night i had one of the best conversations with a guy that i ever had. we talked about everything like future plans, personal preferences, pet peeves and we realized that we are so similar in a couple of ways.
we had a conversation from like midnight until 5 am and not one moment was boring !! it was like conversation just naturally arosed between us which is a good thing.
now the down part to this whole thing of course is the fact that he is 4 years older than me =(. yes a college boy and i’m still in high school. we met through a friend who is actually my bestfriend and he attends the same college as him. at first i was very hesitant because like seriously what will he want with me. so i straight up told him i don’t see why you liking me because i can’t give you what you want. i was referring to sexx. he straight up told me that it aint his style to talk to a younger female but there was something about me..uh huh. he claimed that he just been watching and observing me and i seem “different” from many chicks. i had a nice head on my shoulders, ambitious, and cute and he found that attractive. plus the fact that i don’t act like i’m 16. at this point i’m still giving him hell because i just think its too good to be true.
then i loosened up and started being nice to him and realized like he is real cool and he wanted to learn more about me. i told him i’m not having sexx and he respected that and said that’s not what he was looking for. he said i mean whatever happens happen but i’m not set on just having sexx with you. he wanted to build a relationship with me. the kind of relationship is something i’m not sure about at the moment. yes i’m single and he is too but us being together at the moment won’t be a good idea. i think i’m really feeling him but only time will tell. i won’t rush this one. i will just sit back and let whatever happens happen. i still have to research more into him to see his real motives behind talking to me.
another crush and i like this one =)